i wish you could feel the loss, the neverlasting pain, this ringing in my head, all the tears that i've shed, for you, so much i wished it wasn't true, spinning my world flows, into this satin river of blackness, o how so does the darkness glows, day by day, night by night, trying to figure this out, why won't it go away, this piercing inside my heart, thanks for watching me fall, only question is if you had a blast? i wish you could of loved me the way i did for you, cherished me the way i did for you, look at me the way i did for you, felt for you, noticed you, respected you, damnit but you didn't, and there's no turning back, can't undo, such selfish acts, really & truly shows what lacks....i just wanted to make you smile, to hear you laugh, for you to be happy, just wanted to know you, who you are, how you feel, what is real, between you and me-i wanted to know everything, all about you, why couldn't you let it be? now you regret and trying to fix it, wanna make it right-you were my light, my air to breathe, my life, my world....but sadly i realized that was just a dream....
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