how blinded i must be to love such an enemy, you went looking for me, for what? to pass time till you got bored, was that what i was to you, a toy to play with only to throw away, did i amuse you so for you to keep me contained in this perfect world you created, i gave you everything only to be tossed like that, my love, my loyalty, my devotion, didn't mean a damn thing, insignificant it was to you, darkness is were you placed me everso gently, gaining my trust you quickly manipulated me, you gradually learned my weaknesses to grasp an opening, only to deceive me, to hurt me, to completely destroy me, my soul weeping to every last blow you engraved into me, my mind intoxicated with poison your words have sown deep within the roots of my essence.... you ridicule me for such foolish love, i hate myself for believing in love, afterall there's no such things of happiness for me....
Tags: Mandy's Poem Darkness Weakness